Sunday, October 10, 2010
{ Sunday, October 10, 2010 }
MONDAY TO SATURDAY 10-5PM TRAINING. why oh why? :(
Certainly, there are times that I really really wanna quit at that very moment. I dont know what to say. Its like isolating myself from the crowd. NO SOCIAL LIFE. I dont know what to do. I have PLANNED sleepovers. MY HOLY IMPORTANT MOST-LOVED friends would kill me if I cancel it. I waited for this SEMBREAK to COME for 4 FREAKIN months and then THIS IS WHAT I GET? :( I know the squad wants it to be perfect, WHY NOT RIGHT? But please, I miss my friends. I miss FREEDOM. Hello SWEAT, MUSCLE PAIN, TIRING JOGS and ENDLESS v-UPS. take me to hell. :(
I am depressed. I dont know what to do. DANCING IS MY PASSION. THIS IS WHAT I LIVE FOR.
I left ballet for CHEERLEADING. Ive broken my mom's dream, MY DREAM, my teacher SINCE I WAS A LITTLE kid, and my BALLET FRIENDS. Im gonna make this worth it. QUITTING IS NOT AN OPTION.
coach. Kahit maayos na weekend lang po. Salamat.
and to my friends, sorry in advance. I PROMISE TO MAKE THE CONCERT WORTH THE WAIT. THE SQUAD WILL. WE WILL. I love you.
PEP. & COACH, SORRY FOR BEING PESSIMISTIC AT TIMES. i BELIEVE IN US. :">