THIS IS FOR THE PEOPLE WHO JUST LOST SOMEBODY.

NYAHAHA KIDDING. Okay fine. I've decided to write about heartaches.

C'mon guys, seriously? Are you really gonna open this thing up again?

I dont even know why im writing about this. Anyway, I have two friends, they're a couple.They are both close to me but I may consider the guy closer in some way. I do not wanna talk about it. For a really long time they were together like a normal couple, they were crazy about each other. They had different personalities, the guy was really sweet (trust me I know) he was funny, artistic in his own ways. He can be the friendliest guy you could ever meet but sometimes the one with the craziest ideas on his head. The girl was of course very pretty, she was loved by many not because she was the glam and gorgeous type, but she was they girl who would wear a shirt and end it with sneaks, boyish in some way, this rockstar was smart and really mysterious inside and out. Honestly at first, I must admit, I was not a fan of their relationship since my bestfriend was the (OKAY I SAID I DDNT WANNA TALK ABOUT THE PAST) anyway, I didn't know whether to support them or not. The guy was really close to me, he would tell me his heartaches, or his small efforts that made his girl the happiest. She had a strict mom but that did not hinder the guy from exerting too much effort to make her feel loved. They loved each other from the end of our high school to the start of our college experience. I do not know whether it was time or distance that kept them apart, I dont know whatever happened. I do not intend to know. But what's making me sad is that they are both longing for someone to hold on to after a strange breakup. The girl longed for someone to love to forget, and the guy could have literally killed himself after what happened. The guy always text me that he was miserable, he cries, he misses her so much but he was depressed enough not to prove himself anymore because whatever it is, they thought its just not gonna work anymore.

Why did i write about this?

Letting go and moving on is not easy. Damn right it would take you months to forget and a lot of tears to regret. Looking for someone is not worth it, its like pouring out all the pain, trying to be happy, yet hurting the new person because you cannot admit that you might still miss him or worst case scenario, confused and want to have him back but youre eating all your pride coz you cannot have him back anymore. ON the other hand, you should not stick yourself to the idea that youre heartbroken as if the whole world is on your shoulder.. Stand up, move on. Be busy with whatever and start living the life, hey, if you find the right guy, its never easy to experience the joy of being happily single ever again! Lets be positive about this, maybe God knows and God had the plans. For my case, I believe that I was not given the right guy when I was concentrating on fighting against peer pressure and the pep squad asdfghjkl;, what brought me there? My like for a girl who had so much talent. What made me quit? CONTENTMENT of having someone to spend all my extra time with and having other priorities.

Lets all be happy with how things are right now. Lets not look for the people. ACCIDENTS come and go, who knows.. tomorrow, the next day or even yesterday.. you have met the right guy already. <3

I really hope both of my friends live the life they always wanted, if they want a new relationship, may they be patient enough, if they wanna get back together, may they find the right time. Coz who knows, Fate will always be there and LOVE will always find a way. If its MEANT TO BE, ITS GONNA HAPPEN.

XOXO.

My brain's randomness.