Monday, June 6, 2011
{ Monday, June 06, 2011 }
First of all, this is a reply post to my fififo: Carissa Punsalan.
I was once in that situation. When I felt like the whole world hated me and im stuck in front of the computer, waiting for Patrick to tell me that he friggin likes me back. Its like im going gaga over him chatting with him until what.. 4 or sometimes 7am in the morning. Well it was cool talking to him but the feeling when he didn't get it, that I already liked him really sucked so friggin bad. -_-
BUT BUT BUT. It didn't end there. Just when I was about to give up, he was there to like me back. Who knows destiny. We just had to meet each other by fate in long and strange road of the drunkards: Katipunan in the afternoon of December 8. Fate brought me there. Just when I was about to really go crazy towards a girl. Yes a girl. I would always post in my tumblr account: LETS ALL MOVE ON AND BE FCCKING BISEXUALS. Nuh uh. Never. Waiting is hard, but the sudden emotional closure from someone whom you actually thought you never had a chance with is... (i cant think of a word) for me its magical. FATE brought us there.
Dont think of it too much. Dont dress pretty nor put make up or start being NOT YOUR TRUE self. Start being amazing and flaunting what your momma gave you. YOUR BEAUTY AND YOUR BRAINS. Whatever it is, Dont ponder on that thought and look for the Patrick of your life. Maybe you'll meet him in the strangest places, on the unexpected times. Like I did, I met him at this art exhibit.. at the evening of.. guess what, HIS 18th Birthday. How cool can that be.
Im here for you FIFIFOFRUNGNGI. (okay that was random)
Lezz have lunch at Katip anytime. HAVRIYOU